More than ever I am surrendering to this Higher Power, to the Source of all life to assist my family in these trying times.
As I am writing this, I cannot help but be grateful for my brain and for my hands that are allowing me to think and type these words. My mother is still in hospital after three weeks and even though her face is peaceful and her eyes are wide open, she cannot demonstrate anything improving on the outside.
More than ever I am surrendering to this Higher Power, to the Source of all life to assist my family in these trying times. One afternoon I was alone, it was peaceful and I was thinking of my mum. Suddenly I felt compelled to sing. I was sitting and visualising my mother lying down sideways in front of me. With the sound of my voice I started moving my hands up and down her body on the right side, along the paralysed leg and paralysed arm. I recorded it as I had no idea what was going to come out. To this day I cannot tell where these sounds came from, all I know is that they have a healing power and that my intention was to keep the energy circulate between that part of her body and her brain to help recreate the neuropathways necessary for mobility.
Just after that I had the intuition to call forth all my abilities from all the various past lives where I was a healer, shaman, spiritual priestess or medicine women. I also called upon the Beings of Light of the Spirit world that were specialising in healing damages in the human brain. Still sitting, I now imagined that I was behind my mother holding her head in my hands. Straight away my fingers started moving. My eyes were closed as I was focusing and held the intention to repair the part of the brain that had been “burnt” by the stroke. I cannot describe in words what I was guided to do with my hands, all I can say is that I could myself feel the effects of the fast movements in my own brain.
I had a healer friend of mine check that what I was guided to do was useful and she found that it was helping mum.
Now when I go and visit my mother, I give her what I call her little Spa time. I massage her hands, arms and feet and lower legs. Then I play the healing sounds I sang while I do energy healing on her right side. I once again do the “brain surgery” movements picturing her brain in my hands and finally I hold my hands around her head. This usually results in her cranium jerking a little and I can literally feel energies moving inside.
I am grateful to four other healers that I contacted from the beginning to help out as well.
Today I had a call from the Social worker from the hospital. The conversation was very down to earth. We talked about the measures to be set in place for my mother to be assisted at home. Will we need to build a special shower for her, maybe widen the doors for a wheelchair to go through…?
Although of course prevention is better than cure and we need to think of these possibilities, I cannot imagine that future for my mother and will do all I can on my side and with the help of Spirit to see that my mother can walk and speak again.
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