Always come as a surprise…
I can’t remember everything about my first few years. I do recall snippets of it though.
One of my memories sticks out though. I can’t really put an exact age on it but I would say it happened in my early teens. I was with my family in the French Alps during our summer holiday. My family has an old farm in the mountains. I love that place. I feel at home, close to nature and close to Heaven.
I have always enjoyed my own company as much as the company of others. That day I had decided to climb up behind the farm by myself. The terrain is very steep and in a few steps I found myself overlooking the farm, gazing at the distance, at the horizon, at the beautiful sky framed by mighty mountains and dark forests. I sat there to enjoy this awesome view.
At this moment, all worries left me. I was completely absorbed by the sheer beauty of the landscape. I don’t know how long I stayed there. Thoughts were gone, the sensations in my body were gone, all my feelings were gone, and then it happened...
This is hard to explain in words. Although a part of me knew I was still sitting there, the most part of me it seemed was somewhere else. The vision in front of me, the sky, the mountains, the trees became prevalent, and omnipresent. It seemed to have come to the forefront of everything else, so much so that it felt as if I was inside that picture myself as if I was the sky, the mountains and the trees.
My eyes were not seeing the landscape anymore. My body was not sitting watching this anymore. I was the landscape. I was the sky. I was the mountains. I was the forest. I was inside all of it. Suddenly it felt as though I, as the young girl, had disappeared. I felt as if my head had grown so big that I was everywhere… I had melted into this world. I was no longer or rather I was everything.
At this point, no matter how magical and beautiful the experience was, I freaked out! I snapped back into my body and ran down to find my mum in the kitchen. I cried “Mum, mum, there’s something wrong with me. Look, look my head has grown bigger!”…
Of course, my mum reassured me that my head looked perfectly normal and nothing was wrong with me. I didn’t know at the time how lucky and blessed I had been to have experienced what I recall now as my first experience of Oneness.
Many other spiritual awakening experiences have come my way since and it seems that this type of experiences is accelerating with theses transition times, as we, as humanity, are shifting from one level of consciousness to the next.
This month, I enrolled in a course with Elohim to realign my body, mind, emotions and Spirit. Part of the training involves morning and evening meditations. I sat there yesterday evening listening to the words and feeling the shift in energy. Towards the end of the meditation, my attention was directed to a strange sensation in my belly. Some weird nagging feeling in my stomach that has come and gone over the past 5 years or so. I have tried many healings and yet it comes back from time to time. It’s not really painful, just a sharp poke here and there, that seems to be triggered by specific thoughts.
As soon as the meditation was over. I decided to try this hand movement that had started coming to me 4 years ago. I was following a lady who was doing light language at the time and that is when I started letting my hands do weird movements too.
This time was different. With my eyes closed, I placed my hands above my belly. I emptied my mind effortlessly and it started…Although I was sitting right opposite a large mirror, I did not dare to open my eyes out of curiosity as I did not want to interrupt the process. The last time I had used this intuitively was when I worked on my mum’s brain energy. I simply let go of all control, making sure I was not interfering with the work with any thought of self-doubt or criticism. I kept saying to myself: Trust, and when I felt I was going to lose focus I repeated the mantra: Thank you, thank you, thank you.
My hands kept working for about an hour, so much so that I got a burning pain in my right arm. The movements were intense and jerky, very fast at some point and my fingers were designing all kinds of patterns and shapes around me.
I cannot imagine how weird it looks but I do remember how it looked on that lady I was following. I didn’t care how I looked but then I was alone and it was easy to do it without anyone watching.
As I worked on myself, I felt tingles, energy opening around my head and heart. Whatever I did with my fingers, my breath, my body swinging and the sounds that came with it, something had shifted. Suddenly I shook my hands vigorously and my body bent forward. It was over.
I have only done this healing type with another person before who confirmed the relief they felt. Today I give a healing session to my sister. Maybe I will feel inspired to try this on her…
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