Chapter 22 - The answers are coming

We are the epicenter of our world indeed…

We’ve all experienced, whether we are aware of it or not, the right information coming to us at the right time. We have an issue, a question, a decision to make, something we want to know or explore, and there it is…In a matter of seconds, minutes or hours, we get an answer from the Universe. Some people are less aware and it might take days, weeks or even years until they finally hear the knock on their door and open it to get the gifts they have been waiting for…

I am aware that I am creating this reality, and even to the point where many times I have beaten myself up for having done such and such thing in my life. This was until recently when what I was experiencing started to not make sense anymore. That was March 2020.

I have given up watching TV for about 12 years now and even though I still watch the occasional movie on my computer, I feel way better. Dropping the morning and evening news has been the best idea ever.

When you are a sensitive soul, hearing about all the atrocities in the world in one go, being spoon fed horrors after disasters that are so far away from home that you can’t help but feel helpless and disempowered , only increases your anxiety and leaves you feeling like there is no hope and that you live in an awful world.

I lived in a bedsit in Bristol, UK for many years, sharing a huge Victorian house with many other young people. We had a table downstairs where the mail was laid down in piles for each room. One room received the Daily mail or something like that each morning and another guy got an interesting newspaper called Positive News. This was less frequent, but came the day each week when they were sitting side by side on the table and it always made a little sad. The positive newspaper looked so frail and tiny next to the bulky and thick Daily mail. A symbol of what was being fed to us: a lot of fear and negativity next to not enough truth about the beauty, abundance and kindness in this world.

I know from having experienced this first hand that what the news report is not always accurate and often made up or amplified to serve the agenda of those in control of the media. Between the journalists that are searching for the sensational and the people who are also attracted by blood and tears, we need to calm down a notch!

I have always been chocked when there is a road accident that people would actually want to stop, get out of their car and gather around to watch. If the scene requires assistance and you are the first person present to help, yes of course that makes sense. But if the fire department, the police and the ambulance are already there, then there is no reason to stop….and watch!

Where does this attraction to drama and death come from? How creepy back in the days when the best entertainment was when someone was going to be beheaded on the main village square?

I learned from an early age that TV was affecting me and those around me. Since we had our meals in front of the news, instead of being fed the delicious dishes my dear mum had cooked, together with sharing and laughing, we were fed economical collapses, natural disasters, political corruptions, rapes and murders accompanied by a side dish of…the anger, shouting and insults at the TV coming from my father…Bon appetit!

I was very much affected by what I saw and heard day after day. Without realising, all these negative news were creating anxiety and fear in me, drop by drop, filling my cup until it made me sick…

When I finally left home, I toned down the news watching to the minimum and already felt better for it. My focus was back to me, back to my life. That doesn’t mean I was not interested or aware of the issues in the world. It meant I was living in my own neighbourhood taking care of my own business and the people in my back yard. In Bristol I was helping in schools and volunteering in a healing centre during the week and some weekend working at a nursing home to take care of the old folks of the area. These young and older people also needed help and this time, I could do something about it. So THAT made me feel good and hopeful and empowered.

I eventually gave up watching the news altogether 12 years ago and I have never looked back nor felt I was missing out in any way…

Hence in March 2020, when I started feeling strange, at first I did not understand where it was coming from. I was happy with my life. I was studying the teacher training for Montessori, I was looking after adorable young children, I was hiking in some of the most beautiful places of Vancouver island in Canada. I was healthy, doing my healing work on the side and all was well…So why was I feeling suddenly anxious, nervous and depressed all in one go? It did not make sense...That is until my roommate started talking about it. The one that was first named Corona and later Covid. It gives me the creep just writing those names…So, there was a pandemic risk upon us…I wasn’t sure how to react since once again my daily life seemed fine and I did not see any exterior signs or reason for panic at this point. And still I could not relate to how I was feeling inside.

I started asking myself the question…That’s when the right information came to me, again at the right time. I love the way this Universe works -The law of attraction. It really does work. You want to know about something? If you are open to receive, you will receive the answers you are looking for. Whether it is through a conversation, something you hear in the bus, on the radio, a written message on a bill board, an article that falls on your lap, something that attracts your eyes and capture your imagination leading to a revelation, one way or another the answer always come to you. You just need to be ready to welcome it.

That day I was ready to receive the answer. It was end of March when I came across this article that was talking about a chakra I had never heard of: The Zeal point chakra. 

This was a small and yet hugely important chakra at the base of the skull. It is where we are attached and energetically connected to the rest of humanity. That sounded romantic. We are all one and this is our umbilical cord between all of us. How sweet…or not! Because we are one and affecting each other all the time. We are each a small drop part of this big ocean and when the ocean soars and gets into a storm, we all get into it, there is no drop that can lift itself up for a while hanging in the air so to speak waiting for the storm to calm down before coming back down and joining the ocean again.

However, there is a way…Since I have been fortunate to be working with Spirit for many years, I decided to try something out. I visualised my Zeal point chakra like the opening of the zoom on a camera. I saw the option of changing the aperture, to opening it up or closing it down, and that is what I ask Spirit to do for me. In a matter of an instant, instead of having my Zeal point chakra opened at 100%, I closed it down to 20%, meaning that instead of receiving full on what the human collective was feeling, all the panic, the fear, the terror, the anxiety, the stress, the overwhelm, I felt suddenly more calm and serene. It was nothing short of a miracle.

No coincidence. That information came to me at the right time. It not only rebalanced my energy and brought me back to myself, it allowed to help my friends and healing clients feeling overwhelmed with stress instantly too.

When I expressed my anger at the French president in the supermarket the other day, I was helping out, except once again I didn’t know it at the time… And once again the information came to me at the right time.

Lee Harris had a video out that gave me that revelation. He explained that when we explode after having been triggered by a seemingly small thing; when there is a warp between the trigger and the reaction, then we should know that we are processing something for the collective.

 A light bulb came on! 11/11 – the energy portal – the release – the frustration kept inside by the French people and the event. Everything made sense!

That day at the supermarket, I acted as a releaser of excess stress, anger and frustration for the people around me. I took on their energies of stress, anger and frustration on top of mine and by shouting and getting it out, I helped release them and give them to the Universe to transmute them. That explain why the security guards who were a few feet from me at the time of my first rude outburst against the president and his system, did not move an inch towards me. I was probably expressing for them what they were feeling deep inside like some of the shoppers around.