It feels like we are at a junction of two destinies for humanity...
It is 2 AM and here I am waking up with the reality I have co-created for myself on this planet. There is a strange relief in finally falling asleep and being taken away from this Earthly plane, away from this illusion and being able to be reunited with my True Self and my true family. Then something must come back to mind and the ego is worried or panicked and pulls me back down. I wake up in a sweat and it only takes a few seconds to realise who I am and especially where I am at in my earthly life.
Where we are at is PATHETIC. Starting with my father and I - each still living under the same roof right now until I know where I need to go next – and yet each living in our own bubble: my father in front of his TV downstairs and I, in front of my computer upstairs. I am hovering daily between the feeling of compassion I feel for him and the feeling of having to self-preserve. My father has never been a big conversationalist whereas I love playing with ideas and philosophising about many subjects. Nearly all attempts I have made – and this is all my life not just now - at starting a conversation with my dad has been welcomed with I don’t care or him leaving the room. If my father had other pastimes than watching TV, I would make an effort to spend time with him… so despite my craving for human live interaction and human touch, here we are each living together and yet being apart…
Then there is the imposed distance between us and mum. Although I have asked again that they repair the phone in her hospital room, we are still waiting for this to happen. This is unbelievable. Not only have the authorities forbidden us to see her, but we can’t even have a decent phone call.
The phone calls are one-sided of course and depend on a willing staff lending us their mobile for a few minutes. I speak and speak and fill the void. A small silence here and there but it is so much harder to be with her like this, without the emotional support of eye contact and without being able to read her. All I can hear is that she is in distress and crying on the phone.
When I was able to visit her for a little while, at least we could communicate a lot with a simple look, a smile, a frown and a touch.
I am doing all I can to find a new place for her. There are some leads and I need to prepare some file. This is where this des-humanisation hits you right in the face. Unless you have identification, a social security number, proof of earning something, subscription justification and so on, you are NO-ONE and no-one will make case of you and help you any further.
Basically if you do not have all the proper paperwork, you are ignored, you are NOT human and you can die alone… This is where we are at in this so-called civilised world.How many times in the last few weeks, have I had to deal with a company that I or my parents are paying the services of and I had tremendous difficulty connecting with them.
Now that most services are online first of all, I ask myself how anyone without an internet connection and some device that allow them to access that internet is going to be able to survive in this modern world. It will soon be, if not hard, impossible to survive without it!
To retrieve mum’s information, not knowing her log in details has been a real nightmare. I realise more and more that the companies we deal with online are quick to attract our attention, take our money but then what?
Most deliver on their promise, but not all of them. And then when you want to get in touch with them because of that or any other issues, it is hard to find a way to get helped. This is unbelievable!
One company I have given up trying to get any help from. They do not have any email address. When you use their phone number you get a menu with lots of options. I tried them all. Some lead me down a long process of typing my choices and each time I end up with a recorded voice letting me know where on their website I could find such and such information, which of course is useless because I never get personalised information in that way. Some promise to let me in if I can type my identification number which is EXACTLY the reason why I am calling in the first place: We do NOT have that number and we need your help to retrieve it by providing any other kind of information if you would but let us explain our specific situation to someone!
I am lucky to have a thick piece of hair on my head because the way I have been pulling my hair out by going round in circle finding dead end leads for help on the web or on the phone, I would be already bald by now…
Under the excuse of this so-called pandemic, we are moving towards world domination by the big guys. As the forced lock-down is slowly but surely closing down our local family businesses one by one, we will find ourselves at the mercy of big companies who will monopolise the market and will impose their way of doing things. We will lose our choices of products, our freedom of buying in other places and our buying power will be greatly diminished.
This is NOT the world I want to live in!!
I want a world where I can have a real contact with a real person. I want to be able to look at someone face to face and feel them, know I can trust them, read them from the expressions in the lines at the corner of their eyes, the corner of their mouth and all the other human features on their face.
And if they are far away, on the phone, I want to be able to hear a human voice, feel their heart and intention through the tone of their voice and all the other components of it that give me clues about who they are and how we are doing during the conversation.
I had a nightmare last night where my mother and I were going through the pages of a magazine. At nearly every page, whether it was through a commercial or an article, there were pictures of enhanced humans with inserted chips or pictures of humans who had up to half of their body replaced by robotic parts. It all gave me the chills…
I want to create a world that feels like home. A world where we can get to know our neighbours, get to shop into a small specialised boutique, where the grocer tells you about the last harvest of cauliflowers he has brought in, where the coffee shop owner serves you while having the time for a little chit chat, where each place where you go to buy the necessary daily items welcomes you and where you feel like a valued and respected human being.
Now I do love what technology has brought us and is about to bring us, but let’s not confuse everything. Technology YES! But technology that robs us of our human contact and robotises us and takes away our very nature, NO!
I am all for technology that is at the service of creating a more human world, and by human, I mean everything that represents the good in humanity, where we can bring out the best in us, our loving, kind and compassionate nature. This is what being a true human is. It is not about competing with each other and it is not about creating distances between each other.
I actually can’t wait until we bring out the technologies that will help us clean Mother Earth, clean the air, clean the land and clean the oceans. I am excited for us to use free and clean energy for all. I imagine how this will transform our landscape and our well-being as a whole. Technology will help fertilise soils, grow food in the middle of the desert and feed everyone.
Technology will allow us to travel fast and without polluting the environment. And finally the one technology that I am most excited about: the Med beds! This is where we will be able to lie down and receive full repair of our cellular structure. I have already imagined mum lying down in these healing pods and coming our completely healed!
Let’s have a balanced world where we are being helped and empowered by technology not controlled by it or victim of it.
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